Archives for August 2011
today i celebrate both love and death…
is the mood cure in our blood cells?
{i swear, i was NOT a riddled anxiety crying holding my back in pain almost asleep kind of a mess while i was there! i wore MAKEUP and DID MY HAIR! i totally tried to trick him by appearing normal!}
He continued to list, and I continued to nod.
{he also told me he could have prevented me from losing my gallbladder! what the?!?}
…but he knew better.
“This isn’t magic. This is 500 years old what I’m doing….”
And as I walked out of his office with his cell phone and email address in hand (“call or text me ANYTIME you have questions, and I will always answer or get right back to you!”), I had hope for the first time in a long while.
I felt understood, listened to, and cared for.
A reason that can be fixed.
It’s been a week now on the supplements…
{supplements he doesn’t sell, btw…i don’t know, somehow that was important to me}
Do I feel better?
Amazingly, yes.
Am I totally cured?
Not yet.
But, I believe the things worth having are worth fighting for….and sometimes real complete healing takes time.
And suddenly this path I’m on, doesn’t feel so confusing anymore.
Mostly because I have a cell phone number to use anytime I have questions.
And believe me, I’ve already used it.
ps…
{this post is already WAY longer than I planned, so i’ll go into more details another time. or feel free to ask questions and i’ll answer in the comments.}
its what i wore out, brag book: vintage pleats
{skirt: vintage; top: thrifted; wedges: dkny; bracelets: f21, tiffany &co, & thrifted; jacket: vintage; purse: olivia & joy; belt & sunnies: f21}
Today I’m linking up with Hollywood Housewife’s Brag Book, showing off our favorite outfits from the summer.
I choose this one (worn last weekend to church), because I am OB.sessed with anything vintage.
Also?
I adore pleats.
Like Mega Love.
So when I discovered a VINTAGE PLEATED skirt, I almost died.
Speaking of vintage pleats:
{also almost died when i discovered this dress!}
And then let’s talk about that top.
{back to the original outfit!}
Um, those delicate little fabric flowers?
Yum.
And then the polka dotted jacket.
Oh my.
Polka dots WITH pleats?
Does life GET any better?
Oh wait, it does.
Add in mary jane wedges.
Put it all together, and it’s loose & flowy (which is good after 2 kids!), but still fun and stylish.
{i hope!}
And that is why this is my favorite go to style this summer!
{now check out Hollywood Housewife’s site to see other Brag Books and fave outfits!}
i don’t speak french: my blog title explained
I think it’s time to address the elephant in the room….or rather, le elephante.
And that would be….I don’t actually speak french.
I know.
Most of you are probably quite surprised what with my FRENCH title and all.
But, no.
I speak not even a little.
Or would that be “poquito?”
Oh wait, that’s spanish.
See?
I prove my point.
I do, however, LOVE Moulin Rouge. So much in fact, that Come What May was our wedding song. And because I love Moulin Rouge and I danced to a song sung by people who pretended to be french, I somehow relate a bit with the french speakers.
{i also like cheese. AND FRENCH BREAD! see? so much in common!}
And so, that is why one night, long ago, when I stayed up after taking an Ambien….I started a blog.
And on that hazy night, a blog was named:
Le Musings of Moi.
Yes, I now know it’s supposed to be written LES Musings of Moi.
{and even then, pretty sure the arrangement of words is wrong as well…save that for another post!}
From what I gathered over the years of anon commenters (and some not so anonymous),
here’s the real deal…..
Les is pronounced LAY. Les is the female form.
Le is pronounced LUH, Le is the male form.
{i think. just hang tight, i’m sure there will be email confirmation on that ANY second now…}
But, listen.
Ambien didn’t know that.
Ambien doesn’t speak french either.
{unless, of course, a french person is taking it…but that’s way beside my point}
Other things Ambien doesn’t know?
That it really shouldn’t order books off Amazon, especially when they happen to be cookbooks, and I have never cooked a day in my life.
Also?
It doesn’t know that sending emails or texts TRYING to be either funny, sentimental, or wise….
is not only none of the above…
but will be FULL of spelling errors AND will not be remembered the following morning.
Except by the confused and possibly disturbed person receiving said email.
{awkward.}
All Ambien knows is that what it wants, it wants…
and what it likes, it likes.
And when Ambien watches Moulin Rouge late at night, and Come What May plays it’s way into my little feeling heart…a blog is born.
Le Musings of Moi.
And if all that isn’t proof that no REALLY, I don’t speak french…
This is how I sound when I sing Lady Marmalade:
boo loo coo vey a les bwa…le sha….
Close?
No?
I did get the les part right there though, I think.
And we wonder why they hate us.
How about I just stop with the awkward blog title?
p.s.
you’ll be happy to hear, i quit the ambien.
especially you french speakers.
© 2011 “Le Musings of Moi”
hair do i did: i went ombre
hair tutorial: how to straighten your hair
its what i wore out: completely thrifted
{jacket: j&co; top: rie rae; skirt: julies closet; wedges: madden girl; belt: f21; purse: petus co; bracelets: thrifted, t&co; sunnies: f21; ring: mark.com; hair: air dried}
Okay, so maybe it isn’t ALL thrifted, but the majority of it is.
I found my top at Platos Closet, and the skirt & shoes from my thrift store.
My jacket and purse are from Marshalls, and the ring is from mark.com.
I totally need to get back to thrifting more often.
Actually, I just need to get back to shopping period.
It’s for the blog after all….
The things I do for you guys…
giveaway winners: tea collection & canvas photo
fashion/beauty friend friday
Life, love, beauty and fashion.
And sometimes parenting.
Okay, so since that’s not likely to happen (or maybe it already has?!?)….I think my own fear keeps me. Fear that I won’t have anything different or interesting to say than somebody else. Fear that I won’t live up to expectations that either I or someone else has set up for me. Basically, what if I think I’m cooler than other people do? =) Then that just kind of creates a problem. haha
***edited to add***
And because my sweet amazing friend brought up the obvious, that I failed to mention….
In addition to the dreams above, I would also like, DIE to work with or for Tracy Anderson.
Her method has changed my life, my world, my view on health and fitness.
Plus, she’s totally cute and adorable, and I love her taste in fitness fashion.
I would so TOTALLY go shopping with her.
And, if none of that works out, just put me on Broadway as Roxy Hart, and I’ll be one happy girl.
You may not be, as I’m sure singing isn’t my strongest suit….but we’re talking about me here.
My dreams.
tea collection giveaway
And shopping online?
Yes please!
Should I buy for myself, my kids, myself AND my kids…..
{one comment}
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I’ll be back on SUNDAY to pick a winner!
Have fun shopping!