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got moods?

Let’s talk about moods shall we?
Okay, so I wouldn’t so much say I’m a moody girl.
{And uh, let’s not ask Jimmy his opinion on that either.  K?}
I mean, I’m a GIRL so YES I have moods.
Duh.
Personally, I’d like to think of myself as more the sensitive type…
which, okay, I guess is a mood if you want to be all particular.
BUT.
In the past it hasn’t always been that way, I mean I’ve always been sensitive, but at times it’s gone deeper than that.
As much as I hate to admit it…
I have at times struggled with depression and anxiety.
I blame genetics?
Genetics are fun aren’t they?  
Especially when big arms AND depression are somewhere in that mix.  
But here’s the thing I’ve learned in all my many many years…
Just because we have a predisposition towards something does not mean that’s the way it has to be.
If we are dedicated to change and growth and WORK, we can and WE WILL be different.
Hopefully even better.
So just as I’ve applied the Tracy Anderson Method to battle my genetically flappy arms, I have also continued to learn all I can about healing and growth in the anxiety and depression area as well.  At times even, I’ve needed to depend on happy pills (as we affectionately call them in my family) to get me through periods of “extreme sensitivity.” 
Okay, okay…depression.  Anxiety.  Whatever!  =)
But as my quest for health and wellness has developed over the last few years, and I’ve gone more and more natural and organic in my life, I began to wonder if there was a natural EFFECTIVE way of treating depression and anxiety (or other moods) without medication.
And so I began reading and learning more and more, trying to fully understand all the workings of medication, the brain, and how supplements and food can help in healing.  
And then I happened upon the book, The Mood Cure.  But before I bought (into) it, I read every single review I could find, in depth, and only then did I decide I most definitely needed to try it for myself.
Instantly it was on my kindle, and 24 hours later, I had read nearly every word.
Here’s why I’m sharing all this with you.
I know I am not alone in my struggles.  I know that there are a TON of you guys who battle anxiety, depression, eating disorders, stress, the blahs, ADD, or any of the other number of mood disorders out there….and I know that there are SO many people taking happy pills yet are ashamed to admit it.
Let me be clear that I am the FIRST to shout a big loud HURRAH for medication, because I believe that God can and does heal through it.
I am proof.
But.
If there is a way to find healing naturally, that could possibly go ABOVE AND BEYOND what antidepressants or other types of drugs can do, then I am most definitely interested in learning more.
So.
Consider me the guinea pig!
Just as I set out to accomplish the 30 Day Method obeying ALL the rules so that there would be an account of it actually being done…
I want to do the same for The Mood Cure.
{kind of finding that i love taking a journalistic approach to stuff like this!}
I plan to journal through my experience so that there is an account of someone, just like you…who has been there, done that, and wrote the blog to share…
all of the truths, all the highs and lows…the good and the bad…you’ll be sure to have my journey of  it all.
{I’ll most likely keep it to a weekly update}
And of course, if there are ANY of you guys who have walked this path already, I would LOVE to hear your own story.
Or, if you’re like me, ready to try something new…get the book and I invite you to take this journey with me!
All you have to lose….
are your moods.
=)
And soon you’ll be singing this with me as we skip merrily down the street:
{I actually began taking the minimum doses of my “prescribed” supplements last week, but with the pain and emotional distress of the surgery mixed with the pain medication I’ve been on….I decided to hold back on evaluating anything until I was feeling physically better.  Also, I’d like to wean off the pain meds, so nothing is interfering with my brain waves.  See how scientific I am?
So, I’m thinking Monday will be my first official day of “observation.”}

Here’s to shiny happy people laughing….

© 2011 “Le Musings of Moi”
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i’ve got questions, you’ve got answers

It’s been THE longest 4 day week ever.  
I swear, every day I’ve asked Jimmy if it was Friday yet.
And hallelujah!  
It finally IS Friday, and with that great news I’m also happy to report I can actually stand up straight without any pain!
I’m actually surprised at how quickly I seem to recovering from surgery and all the ick I went through last week…and while the week seemed long, it’s crazy to think this time last week I was in the emergency room being loaded up with all kinds of drugs that didn’t even come close to touching the pain I felt.
{yes, that may have been the longest run on sentence ever.  i blame the drug withdrawals.}
Whew.  
Glad that’s behind me.
So, while I enjoy my last day of rest (resting my brain as well, hence the not blogging this week), I thought I’d do a little something that makes my heart happy…
My favorite posts ever are the ones where I ask YOU the questions, and have you leave the answers in the comments…
 that way we may ALL benefit from your knowledge.
Ready?
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1.  Favorite websites of the moment.
2.  Favorite childrens books that make just make your heart swoon.
3.  What are your traditions for celebrating your kids birthdays?  Do you throw a party every year, or do you have other traditions you hold dear?
4.  Speaking of family traditions, which are your favorite?
5.  Favorite healthy snack(s) either for you or your kids, or both.
6.  Skin care product(s) you’re loving right now.
7.  Always wanna know what you’re anti aging secrets are.
8.  What would love to see or read more of on Le Musings?
9.  If I were to change the name of Le Musings, what would your ideas be?
10.  For iPhone users…what’s your most beloved app?
11.  As always, I want to know what you’re reading and if you’re loving it.

12.  Favorite etsy shop, that I could afford.  =)

13.  And finally, simply….what is your FAVORITE thing (item)?
(for example, my Erin Condren planner, which i’ll share more about later…)
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Answer one, answer them all….but answer you must.
It makes my heart happy when you do.
And I just had surgery…so make my heart happy, would ya?

© 2011 “Le Musings of Moi”
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oh. ma. gah. stones.

When I said I might need surgery for those gallstones, I had no idea what was to happen.
About 3 in the morning on Friday I woke up once again in intense pain, and despite the pain meds, it only continued to get worse.  Once again we had to wake up the kids and head back to the emergency room for the second night in a row.  Within hours though I was being admitted due to high liver enzymes.  
{in other words, I was yellow, full on jaundice people!  not cute. SO not cute.}
Turns out my gallstones caused pancreatitis, which only seemed to further complicated things.
Without the pancreas issues, I could have had my gallbladder out almost immediately.  But because the pancreas is not to be messed with when angry (i guess it could be fatal) I had to wait out the pain in a hospital bed for 32 hours until my levels started to come down.
Might I mention I was not allowed to eat or drink while I waited it out?!?
not good, not good at all.
photo-18
{after the pancreas calmed, before the surgery, smilin’ through the pain…with kids, life goes on.}
Finally Sunday afternoon, I headed into surgery to have yet another organ, (already now without my tonsils & appendix), removed from my bod.

And, aren’t you having a blast hearing all about it?
That’s what you get from a girl who’s spent a week with the elderly in a hospital.
{who is also, um, slightly medicated.}
What was that about the elderly?
I forgot to mention that because the hospital was full when I was admitted, I got to reside on the floor with the elderly demented patients.
Super fun and lively bunch they are.
The nice thing was that every time a nurse came into my room, they commented on how cute and young and adorable I was.
I think they were just happy I knew why I was there and who they were….
because really not only was I yellow, but I had not showered since Thursday.
There is NOTHING cute and adorable about that, I don’t care HOW MANY old people are around.
On that note, if ever in the hospital make sure to have someone bring you:
baby powder (for dry shampoo, nobody wants to smell the grease)
facial cleansing cloths (nobody wants to see the grease)
and your own pillow (which has nothing to do with grease, but still very important!)
Anyway here I am at home finally, SHOWERED, loaded up on pain meds, and ready to embrace bed rest for the next week.  
{bed rest that includes taking care of the kids while Jimmy’s at work, so life as usual really.}
And to think….it all started back at Walmart.
In the words of my friend Lacey, who knew screaming kids could cause gallstones*?!?
Or mmmmmaybeeee…
it’s all WALMARTS fault?!?
oh. ma. gah.stones!
*side note 
what DOES cause gallstones sometimes?  
losing weight too quickly.  
{Rapid weight loss, particularly eating a very low-calorie diet}
i had symptoms of “sludge” (sexy, I know) and severe gallbladder attacks shortly after losing the pregnancy weight from having Chloe.
once again, they flared up after the 30 day method…
the doctor couldn’t say for sure this is what caused mine, but just wanted to put it out there.
and here i am, passing it along.
and pssssssss…..
thanks for all of you who were so SWEET and SUPPORTIVE on facebook and twitter.  
your comments kept me smiling when I wanted to cry, honestly.
makes me just want to mwa you all!
© 2011 “Le Musings of Moi”
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