Sometimes I find that being a writer is tough.
In every moment, in every part of life, there are words. There are phrases. There are pictures and memories to be captured. And in that second, minute or hour, you aren’t sure what will come of it. You just know, that it will eventually come.
And suddenly when you are brushing your teeth, running your errands, trying to sleep, it comes to you. The perfection of words. The puzzle peices of your thoughts are out of nowhere complete. And you feel as though if you don’t stop right now and put it into writing, it will be gone. Poof. As quick as the moment may have been itself.
If you’re lucky, it goes from the mind to the screen or paper as easy as you could ever hope. Other times, the connection between your mind and your hands is lost, and you are once again lost in thoughts swirling with words.
You wonder, are you losing your touch? The creativity, is it gone? Can you even write?
And yet, if you are truly a writer, a writer deep at heart…these questions will fade the moment you just do it. You just write. Something. Anything. Good or bad, you do it. And when you do it, you feel release. You feel complete. You feel whole and worthwhile.
Being a writer is tough.
And yet, I continue to grasp it so tight, each and every confusing and tiring moment it brings.
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