the cure for my heartache

June 9, 2010
Lord you have my heart,
and I will search for yours….
~~~~~~~
My heart has not been my own since I made the decision to live for Him.
Yet, why do I continually forget to connect to His in times like this?
Why must I constantly try to go it alone,
figure it out,
fight the battle, 
all by myself….
when He never intended for it to be this way?
Because I am human.
My instinct is to see what’s here,
what’s in front of me, 
and become focused.
Or….more accurately, 
distracted.
And I forget to reach out to things unseen,
and truthfully,
at times unheard.
He can be silent.
But there is wisdom in His silence.
And maybe if for once I could be silent too…
I could hear His loving whisper.
So I guess that’s where I am right now,
reaching and grasping and trying to find a way to be silent.
Because my heart is aching,
and it’s an ache that can only be calmed by letting it go,
and instead searching for His.
I give it all to you, Lord.
All to you, I surrender.
© 2010 “Le Musings of Moi”
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Comments

  1. Taylor @ The Undomestic Momma says:
    June 9, 2010 at 1:57 pm

    love this!

  2. Foursons says:
    June 9, 2010 at 2:20 pm

    Hang in there girl. He knew you’d walk this path.

  3. Juliana says:
    June 9, 2010 at 3:00 pm

    Don’t silence yourself—scream outloud. Let it out.

  4. Ams says:
    June 9, 2010 at 5:21 pm

    *Hugs*

  5. Ams says:
    June 9, 2010 at 5:23 pm

    *Hugs*

  6. Ams says:
    June 9, 2010 at 5:25 pm

    *Hugs*

  7. THE Stephanie says:
    June 9, 2010 at 5:28 pm

    Could not agree more. Sometime we know what to do and just don’t make the time. I’m right there with you, girl!

  8. Becksta says:
    June 9, 2010 at 7:42 pm

    This was beautiful – could be made into my daily prayer! I love your writing 🙂

    So great to catch up on your blog- I had a lot to do since I haven’t done much reading up on other peoples’ blogs since Maelee got here, but luckily she’s napping (finally!!!) so it gave me a chance to get caught up!

    And how appropriate that the last post for me to catch up on was the tribute to Tay for his 5th bday! Ah, some of those pics really brought back the memories! Miss you guys SOOO much and I can’t wait to catch up with YOU soon! LOVE YOU, GIRL!

  9. meredith says:
    June 9, 2010 at 9:28 pm

    you are so right. let this be my prayer today, too.

  10. EmmyLou says:
    June 10, 2010 at 1:45 am

    Found your blog through A Blonde Ambition! I love it! Thrilled to be following. Beautiful Prayer! xo

  11. Le Sigh of a Fashionista says:
    June 10, 2010 at 2:15 am

    So very true.

  12. S.I.F. says:
    June 10, 2010 at 4:42 am

    I’ve been working on this one SO MUCH lately too… Surrender. Easier said than done, but so worth it.

  13. Rasha says:
    June 10, 2010 at 5:44 am

    Oh i love this!